Fun Love!

Amanda Andersen, what can I say about her. She is amazing I can never ever thank her for everything she has done for me. I love her. plain and simple. Even though sometimes I can be difficult she is amazing. I was told opposites attract and my teacher in my sociology class was right and it is amazing. So many people say that she is too short for me. I don't care I love her I think she is the right height for me, perfect, I can rest my head on her head when I am tired and don't want to stand. She accepts me for who I am and i can never thank her enough. Lately I have not been able to see her as much and it pains me because I love being around her. Work is killing me I had one of the worst nightmares I was in character still and it was one of the most scary dreams. I called her and she was there at 2 o clock in the morning. Calming me down and just saying everything is okay. This girl makes me really happy. I love her again plain and simple I can't explain it. I feel warm and comfortable around her and I  trust her with my life. Her whole family is amazing too. I love them. I have never had another family care so much and make me feel welcome. Love is something you can explain. We need to love and to be loved to survive call me a hippy but the show I am currently doing is so 70's era that I am starting to turn into a hippy.

Godspell is coming along great. The show is emotionally draining and I have never understood why shows drain oh maybe it was a college professor that taught me the right way to act instead of fake and acting and singing pretty. Jesus Christ is the most difficult role to play as we all know he was perfect. I, myself, am not perfect. I wish I could be just like him. I have had religion put upon me through my whole life and I have had no one let the subject become my own. They say they want to share their happiness and joy with me. It's not really joyous when people chastise you for not going to church or saying what you believe is wrong. I was raised hard core Lutheran and then had various religions come up and say what you believe is wrong and then have me come to there church and not accept me for believe their beliefs. I know what is true. Jesus Christ cam to this earth he suffered for our sins and was a complete perfect man. He was risen from the dead three days later and people still believe the Law is the most important. I say yes and no to that stament. Obey the law which Christ has commanded but do not obey the law thinking if you try to do these to earn a spot in heaven you surly will not. Christ has tol us what to do in his word. "You shall do homage to the Lord your God and worship him alone." Jesus Christ is an amazing man and an inspiration. I am trying not o get on my soap box and be preachy but he is amazing. I could never be like him. I sure can try but all will fall short to the glory God. Godspell has reminded me of the important lessons I need to be reminded of. I am excited for the show to open!