Looking at the month passed and the month to come is really exciting. I was at work the other day thinking about that. May has come to an end and it is going to be June. I am very excited about it. The wedding and getting our apartment. Also we are very excited to go on our honeymoon to disney land. I am so excited. This week has been crazy but at the same time really fun. This weekend we went to Lehman caves. I thought it was really fun. Especially when I got to relax in water and go into a cave where water is clear cool and amazing. I got to really relax I was not allowed to have any technology on this trip except for my Kindle. I got in some reading which was good. I have been reading a lot of Charles Dickens. I feel that he is an amazing writer. I feel some what smart when I read his writings. Any who that is not the point.

I was thinking about how we are going to be together the fiancé and I. We have been apart a lot lately well except for the camping trip. I got a job at the University of Utah and I have decided to go into Law School after i get my BFA. I had an eye opener. I want to support my family and I want to be stable. I want to make sure I will not struggle in life. I guess it was an eye opener to me. I want to make sure my family will be comfortable. Amanda told me to suck it up and she told me that we where going to struggle when we are in college and everything like that. I have come to the conclusion that this is going to happen. I Love Amanda with all my heart and she said not to worry about it. I have a job that will support us and many things coming my way. I want to let her know that I love her very much!

So many things come into our life and we are always in a hurry. Well I am in a hurry with this wedding and I also need to just take some time to relax and think about myself. One of the things I look forward to is a shower or a bath. Why you may ask. It is because I just want to relax. Some smooth Jazz Piano with candles in the bathroom with a bath sounds nice. Also just listening to nature around me. Sometimes when I go jogging in the morning I listen . When I see people with their iPods I want to shake them and say look what you are missing. Life comes at you fast but at the same time you just need to relax and breath and take it slow. Like at Dragon Fly Falls when you are going into the watery cave. It was nice I hope I can breath this next month and relax and focus on work an school.