Grumpiness and Disappointment

So there is a lot of noise outside your door and you wake up several times because of it. I am grumpy today not at any body thats an adult but my younger brothers. They decided to go to bed at 7:30 am and then I had to get up at 8:00 I am grumpy as I said. I mean I am very disappointed that the don't have the dignity to think of others but themselves and I am tired of it. I said I was disappointed and thats all I have to say is disappointment. I have come to the conclusion it hurts more when someone says they are disappointed in you. I mean I shut down or break down is more like it. I mean it means a lot I guess the human need is to be accepted and trusted by fellow humans. When we are called a disappointment we get crushed not physically but mentally. Every person knows how is like when the are told that someone is disappointed in them. I mean more and more things happen as we go on in life. Trust is key if you don't trust someone how can you feel comfortable. Or lets say your brother sneaks out and doesn't come home until three. Well you don't trust them to leave the house. Or say they smoke with friends under age you don't trust them to be around friends. Honestly it is not that hard and it's easy to stay out of trouble yeah you can be a daredevil at some points but not stupid stunts when your not an adult. I know this blog may seem I am venting, I am and I am done now. Godspell is going really well..... Any who be yourself and don't try to impress someone by not being who you are.