Wedding Scouting

So last night was relaxing I got the opportunity to come and relax at home with the family. Which is great. Home is home! So I played some video games read and I was just resting after getting daily chores done. Any who that is not the reason I am talking on today's subject! Today we are going scouting for a venue for mine and Amanda's wedding. I feel like this is a great opportunity to go with. I am really excited! I don't know about anyone else. We have a ground plan for our wedding. It going to be elegant or so I am told. Which is really exciting. I have my groomsmen and she has her bridesmaids. I am nervous do to the fact I am becoming a husband and in the future a father. I wrote in my journal last night, I will share some points I wanted to get out of life.

1. I want to be a Loving Husband 
2. I want to be a Loving Father
3. I want to support my family 
4. I want to be a better person
5. I will always love my family no matter how big or small.

That is just a few things I jotted down last night. One thing I said is to be a better person. Not for any body else but for my own sake. I mean I cannot judge myself I hate floating my own boat and boasting. I am a lucky man. I can really say that I want to be a stupendous Husband and Father. Amanda and I are not planning to have kids for a while yes I have to put my foot down on that. Amanda if you are reading this know that I love you! Any who off that subject. I feel that I am really young. My original plan was not to get married until after I got my Masters degree. Yeah right that feel like a ton of bricks. Then I decided to wait and get married after my Bachelors degree. Yeah right that feel like a sack of potatoes as well. I feel in love I may be poor and we may struggle. Hell we may have to scrounge for gas money in our ashtrays or piggy banks. We love each other we are happy and we are satisfied.

Amanda on the phone last night said "Taylor it is actually happening!" I said, "Are you excited?" She replied, "YES!" That was my cue to say me too. I am really ecstatic and completely and utterly speechless. Marrying the love of my life. Having my family there with me and making the family even more bigger than ever. I will have 3 sister-in-laws and one brother-in-law. I almost forgot my Father and Mother in-laws. They have been gracious and kind and loving to me and my family. I am proud to say my Mother-in-law is going to have 5 son-in-laws. It is exciting my own Mother gets another girl in the family. She is thrilled and joyful. I have never seen my mother happy. My Father on the other hand is a softy. My Dad is a gentleman teaching us how to respect women and children and raising us properly. Basically teaching us the way of life. I can say once he has a granddaughter he will be wrapped around her little finger. Life is exciting. I thank God and Jesus my Savior for giving me such a great opportunity to find the woman of my life.



Again wedding scouting? Venue searching? What does this mean? It means I get to start my own family. Be with the one I love for the rest of my life. Have a bigger family. Go to amazing family reunions and have Christmas and Holidays with a lot of families. I am so blessed. I don't need to be rich. I don't need to be wealthy. Yes I want to be comfortable in my own way and not struggle. There will be time we struggle and there will be times we have to give up some things that we want to keep. Life is what you make it. We have all heard that saying before. I honestly think if we look in the bright side of life and let God take the reigns everything will be just fine. I love my family and I love my Savior. I am so blessed