been a while!

So it has been quite some time since i blogged so i guess I better start again. I am sitting in my math class and all I can think about is the future that is ahead of me. I hope I get a job, I hope I can support my wife, pay bills, you know all that  fun stuff. I have come to the conclusion that I am a poor fellow. I mean yes I work my tail off at school, I have applied at so many jobs and no one wants me. I finally got an interview. Any who that is not the point the point is that I have more than I need to survive. I can't believe how blessed I really am. I have a car sure it is old and it is a 91 but still it gets me from point A to point B and it is really nice to have that. I have a house a TV a laptop. The point is that I don't need a flat screen would it be nice? Yes it would be but I have also decided in the end I can't eat a flat screen.

One thing I have been missing a lot in my fiancé. I mean I saw her yesterday but it is getting harder, and harder to say goodbye at the end of the night. I hate making that drive home because I am tired I just want to cuddle with my sweetheart. Life is cruel sometimes. Such as morals rules that the human themselves have made. One thing is that means it is going to be sweeter in the long run and it is going to be awesome. Amanda says don't leave. I wish I didn't have to but rules are rules. Only a couple more months until the wedding. I can just see it I am really excited. To call Amanda my wife and it is going to be awesome. I feel like I have everything I need. Now all I want is a job. I got an interview from a dairy farm called Winder Dairy I hope I get it It would be sweet if I did. Hell I would even take a milk man job as long as it pays the bills.


Life is good. Challenges come up then stress hits but at the end of the day we know or at least I should know that everything is going to be okay.