So I was recently on facebook, who isn't now a days. Today was Saturday I just needed to rest and sleep and what not. I couldn't go to my little brothers games that was a bummer. My surgery pain has gone down really low. I just feel nauseated and woozy from the medication. I also am a little worried about some parts on my body that have never swelled up so bad. Any who back to what I was doing. I was looking at some of the recent production I did of Godspell. I loved that show had a blast doing it. I also feel it is a big part of my life and I would so do it again if I got the chance. It is one of my favorite musicals. Playing the role of Jesus was tough but man was it fun. I learned a lot in the show and all the shows I have done. I was recently looking at pictures from it I said wow I miss it I loved that show it was an amazing experience. So today I was expecting Amanda yes the Love of my Life. She is amazing she surprised me around 8:30 with breakfast in bed. I loved it pancakes I swear the food between her my grandma, mother, and my future sister in law I am going to die. Food is good. I felt special no one has ever brought me breakfast in bed. I was like yay breakfast in bed!! I am told lately I look pale. I must be in the face either hungry or sick and woozy from the meds. I swear lower tab can help but my goodness not want you to pass out. The pain from the surgery is going down. I just have a hard time walking. I miss walking normal and just getting out of bed normal. I can't twist or turn. My back is sore from being bent over trying to stand straight. I feel like someone just put me through the hardest workout of my life. I love Amanda for being there for me. It meant a lot. I really want to marry this girl there is nothing to say about it. I love her she loves me end of story. She makes my life easier. Lower tab that stuff freaks your mind out but it is okay it helps the pain I am almost done taking them. Yeah no more drugged out Taylor. I feel like life is going good.
I was walking to Amanda and she says it is getting harder and harder to leave I asked why. We are young kids who want to get married let's face it I am 20 years old I have a lot of life still and she is 19. I know a year younger still that does not make anything harder or weird. I love her. She always says let's get married. I say okay let's do it. I am thinking maybe sometime let's not joke about it and actually talk about it. We have and we are serious about dating. I have never been with someone this long. I can proudly say we are almost at our one year mark. Yea for us! We are perfect for each other. Now I am not trying to float our boat but we are perfect. We sat down and we talked and it was a great talk and we got to know each other more and more and I can't believe how much you can know about someone. I mean to know there strengths and weaknesses. I can honestly say I found the one woman I want to be with the rest of my life!
So today was good relaxed hung out with Amanda and it was amazing. I mean now it is just me the cat about to go to bed. I love talking to Amanda we talked for 2 hours and 30 minutes yesterday. Why you may ask we just miss each other and we want to just get married. I want a dog too. I feel like I need something to cuddle it is great to have a woman to cuddle but a puppy or a dog to know they need to love you is awesome in my opinion. Random spurt of randomness. I feel great besides pain. I can't wait to start school I got homework done and I am ready just get going again. I need to walk on a cane still to keep balance. Well I am a little dizzy from the medication so I am going to call it a night. I hope you keep reading and enjoy these blogs and I will blog more. Favorite thing said to me today "
I love feeling your heart beat next to me."
So I was recently on facebook, who isn't now a days. Today was Saturday I just needed to rest and sleep and what not. I couldn't go to my little brothers games that was a bummer. My surgery pain has gone down really low. I just feel nauseated and woozy from the medication. I also am a little worried about some parts on my body that have never swelled up so bad. Any who back to what I was doing. I was looking at some of the recent production I did of Godspell. I loved that show had a blast doing it. I also feel it is a big part of my life and I would so do it again if I got the chance. It is one of my favorite musicals. Playing the role of Jesus was tough but man was it fun. I learned a lot in the show and all the shows I have done. I was recently looking at pictures from it I said wow I miss it I loved that show it was an amazing experience. So today I was expecting Amanda yes the Love of my Life. She is amazing she surprised me around 8:30 with breakfast in bed. I loved it pancakes I swear the food between her my grandma, mother, and my future sister in law I am going to die. Food is good. I felt special no one has ever brought me breakfast in bed. I was like yay breakfast in bed!! I am told lately I look pale. I must be in the face either hungry or sick and woozy from the meds. I swear lower tab can help but my goodness not want you to pass out. The pain from the surgery is going down. I just have a hard time walking. I miss walking normal and just getting out of bed normal. I can't twist or turn. My back is sore from being bent over trying to stand straight. I feel like someone just put me through the hardest workout of my life. I love Amanda for being there for me. It meant a lot. I really want to marry this girl there is nothing to say about it. I love her she loves me end of story. She makes my life easier. Lower tab that stuff freaks your mind out but it is okay it helps the pain I am almost done taking them. Yeah no more drugged out Taylor. I feel like life is going good.
I was walking to Amanda and she says it is getting harder and harder to leave I asked why. We are young kids who want to get married let's face it I am 20 years old I have a lot of life still and she is 19. I know a year younger still that does not make anything harder or weird. I love her. She always says let's get married. I say okay let's do it. I am thinking maybe sometime let's not joke about it and actually talk about it. We have and we are serious about dating. I have never been with someone this long. I can proudly say we are almost at our one year mark. Yea for us! We are perfect for each other. Now I am not trying to float our boat but we are perfect. We sat down and we talked and it was a great talk and we got to know each other more and more and I can't believe how much you can know about someone. I mean to know there strengths and weaknesses. I can honestly say I found the one woman I want to be with the rest of my life!
So today was good relaxed hung out with Amanda and it was amazing. I mean now it is just me the cat about to go to bed. I love talking to Amanda we talked for 2 hours and 30 minutes yesterday. Why you may ask we just miss each other and we want to just get married. I want a dog too. I feel like I need something to cuddle it is great to have a woman to cuddle but a puppy or a dog to know they need to love you is awesome in my opinion. Random spurt of randomness. I feel great besides pain. I can't wait to start school I got homework done and I am ready just get going again. I need to walk on a cane still to keep balance. Well I am a little dizzy from the medication so I am going to call it a night. I hope you keep reading and enjoy these blogs and I will blog more. Favorite thing said to me today "I love feeling your heart beat next to me."
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